whirlwind

i am so confused beyond the world i can understand.
i dont have a sense of reality anymore.

i have self control!

u r a girl - u need to , i am a guy - i dont need to.

2007-05-08

A few days ago, someone very close to my heart asked me why do i have to be so strong all the time. He said:-You dont alwais have to be so strong, you are only human too.

I didn't answer him.

So today, we were talkin again and at the end of the conversation, i said:- This is why i need to be strong. This is why i need to be able to do things and live my life independantly.

He kept quiet.

I need to be strong,because no one else is gonna be there for me. No one else is going to protect me if i dont protect myself. No one is gonna love me if i dont love myself. No one is gonnna hold my hand and say its gonna be ok when the world is falling apart. No one is gonna hug me and wipe my tears. No one is gonna help me be a better person.

No one, or at the very least not you.

This is why i need to be independant and the best i can be.